Hi Lucy, Why does it feel I'm at war with myself? I say to myself I want to do things and change but it never turns out that way. At the beginning, I always feel as if it?s the right choice and it?s where I want to be, but those feelings always fade. It?s this way for everything I do. I just can?t hold on to any emotion I have. How am I meant to direct my life if I can?t even tell I'm on a road? I try and think differently but eventually I always end up sat in my own head questioning who I am. Thanks.